sex.drugs&cocopuffs

fact

i need to start the gym asap. imma be hitting up the beach alot this ummer & i sriously need to shed some lbs to put my ass in a bikini

i cant do this. i thought i was strong but im not. i thought i could but i cant. im scared of what the future has in store for me. is it the right choice? am i just making a stupid mistake again?

fact

i needa go makeup shopping ASAP. my supply is running low. -.-

fml

im following some food blogs on this shit & my dash is pretty much flooded w. the shit -_- im gettin type hungry now FML

best friends?

am i the only one who thinks ppl just grow apart? its not like one day i woke up & thought to myself “Today im not gonna be friends w. that person anymore” . NO thts not at all how it happend. we just grew apart & it so much my fault as it is yours.

but heres the thing i dont know if i care that we no longer talk, that things have changed so drastically between us. thats where the problem is. I once considered u my brother, my partner in crime, my ride or die, my best friend & yet now ur a complete stranger.

u wrote me a message saying we needed about “FIXIN THIS” but is there really anything left to fix? i got sick of being the only one puttin effort into this friendship, i got tired of u gettin mad at me for not calling you, but yet i dnt have a missed call from u either, not a txt not a fb msg NOTHING. & you say im the one slackin, that im the one who has changed CORRECTION i havent changed i just grew up. i came to realize who i do & do not need in my life. who are really worth my time & who arent.

im srry to say but u just got left on the other side

i feel like getting all dolled up

with makeup, high heels, and pretty clothes. Even thou ik kno im not goin anywhere

i think imma dye my hair back to red

secret saturday

i love him but i don know if im still in love with him